Sensitive to the things around me so I often get lost in my wandering mind full of scary outcomes. Thinking that I could take a leap of faith and a chance on love only to be reminded that they (those who disguse themselves as my forever) don’t usually want me or can’t handle me for the long-term
I just want someone who is willing and able to help me remain stable in my emotions. Is that too much to ask for? I am requesting not demanding. My heart can’t take anymore of this constant breaking, squeezing, yanking, and misunderstanding.
Am I your emotional doormat? Is that how you see me?
I can’t focus, I can’t concentrate knowing that your stubbornness has made you decicide its time for us to part. Devalued I don’t feel that way because I am the daughter of the Grand Creator. I am special and he has shown me on several occasions.
I’m just hurt. I wanted more for us.
All good things must end I guess…
nefelibataroni 