Choices

Another night of ruminating on thoughts of you.

I want to call you, I want to return to you.

I want to miss you, I want to need you, I want to feel you, I want to hug you, I want you to hold me tightly.

Then again is it worth it?

Fighting me, lying to me, hating on me, cheating on me, and constantly hurting me. Like why did I take that risk?

I want to start over but sometimes I can’t see a way out with you…

Maybe you were my karma.

Maybe I should have made better choices

In the spirit of dance πŸ©°

These past few days have been emotionally exhausting and I’ve needed rest and rejuvenation. During these times of distress I can always rely on the spirit of dance. I embrace this instrument we call the human body. I am learning to lean into my natural abilities with ease and I have decided to show up for what I am designed to do. Despite any challenges I may face, I will push through and make it to the other side gracefully like the brown ballerina I am. I thank God everyday for choosing me!