Finding purpose is definitely a journey.
To live for something is an empowering commitment.
Today I’ve decided to live for you. It came to me as a sweet and soft caress inside of my ears. Sort of like music. I suppose it was music. Your voice.
Refreshing like a kiss from the wind.
Energizing like moon.
I’ve always known within the depths of my soul you were mine.
You are mine. I pray for you.
& today I have decided to Live for you.
Live with you.
Live in you.
-Roni 💜
My love is not blind for you
I am just patient with you.
My love is not blind for you
Your love is just on time
My love is not blind for you
I want you to be the one
My love is not blind for you
I simply enjoy the parts of you that make me feel seen & heard
My love is not blind for you
I’m just not ready to grieve another loss
Again, my love is not blind for you.
However, my love is not to be abused because it will distance itself.
My love is kind, but it has boundaries.
Again, my love is not blind for you.
It’s kind and true, but play with my love and it will be gone from you.
My love is not blind for you.
-Roni
& as our love fades, it leaves only memories.
The good and the bad.
The happy and the sad.
Your voice, I’ll miss your sweet words.
Your hands, I’ll miss your gentle touch.
Your smile, I’ll miss your beautiful eyes.
Your mind, I’ll miss your pure imagination.
& although, I know I can’t comeback, I will still feel the sorrow of you not in my tomorrow.
The life we could’ve had, I left it in the past.
I will always cherish our experience together. I will try not to feel alone because we lost together.
You lost me and I lost you.
Maybe this grief is good. Maybe it’s for the better.
-Roni
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