This is crazy

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Aye somebody in a position don’t like me y’all 藍 why they remove my music from the streaming services. talking about I’m using “bots” that’s crazy  they don’t want y’all to hear this POSITIVE RAP MUSIC WHEW 

2024 Spring Concert

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What was the last live performance you saw?

The last live performance seen was at UMKC. I went to see their 2024 Spring Concert Series.

Friday I saw the dance performances, which were awesome. Monday & Wednesday I saw the Wind Ensemble concerts.

Live music with no lyrics is a pleasure to watch. I was enamored with the fact that I was watching ancient entertainment. The stamina and attention span they had back then was incredible.

If loving you was wrong

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These tears are simply a reminder that

I’m human

I want me back, but maybe the new me is better now

I’m being human again

Grieving looks different for everyone so I guess I’m learning how I do this

I usually have an easier time finding my way back, but I’m kind of struggling

My mind tends to shift on its own and replays thoughts of us

I ruminate…it’s so annoying

Eventually at some point I cry for long periods of time until I feel peace again

I want to hate you, but my heart won’t let me.

-roni

Sending Spring Semester 2024

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This last week of school has been fantastic.
Finals doesn’t seem so intimidating anymore and I’ve been surrounded by joy, art, and knowledge the entire journey.

This day couldn’t have been any better. I had my last piano class and my professor performed Mozart and gave us donuts  I went to the final architecture review to support my classmates. Afterwards, I went straight to dance class learned some history and jazz.

I had some free time so I dedicated that time to stretching and strengthening my physique. It was well needed and appreciated.

Finally I witnessed some INCREDIBLE talent in the UMKC Wind Ensemble at their Conservatory.

My spring semester was nothing short of beautiful. The lessons I learned, the tears I cried, the laughter, the smiles, the time I spent studying and succeeding. I truly enjoyed this semester and I look forward to the future.

Choices

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Another night of ruminating on thoughts of you.

I want to call you, I want to return to you.

I want to miss you, I want to need you, I want to feel you, I want to hug you, I want you to hold me tightly.

Then again is it worth it?

Fighting me, lying to me, hating on me, cheating on me, and constantly hurting me. Like why did I take that risk?

I want to start over but sometimes I can’t see a way out with you…

Maybe you were my karma.

Maybe I should have made better choices